October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month. Along with that, it is also the month the baby we lost would have been born. When we found out we were pregnant with our first baby we were ecstatic. We were planning so I knew the day I could test to see if we were successful. I had this big plan to surprise Damian with some dorky dad gift or something and I had an Open House planned that day so I figured it would be the perfect morning to sneak into the bathroom and take the test...
